Showing posts with label Deni Loubert. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Deni Loubert. Show all posts

Sunday, 3 November 2024

New Dave Art, Old Valentino Art

Hi, Everybody!

Dave sent stuff.
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And Dave also sent this:








Rigamarole:
If you missed the Legends of Indie Comics Kickstarter, good news:
THERE IS STILL TIME FOR YOU TO MAKE HISTORY! Did you miss out on the LEGENDS OF INDIE COMICS: WORDS ONLY Kickstarter campaign? The one that's making history by bringing together some of the most legendary characters and creators of the indie comics era in a book of thrilling prose fiction adventures? Well, this is your lucky day! The LEGENDS OF INDIE COMICS project is accepting late pledges, so there's still time for you to leap in, be all historic, and snag some spectacular rewards! Here's the link: http://kck.st/3Y11ZHu
 
Remember, thanks to the stretch goals, the book will include a DYNAMO JOE story, a SOUTHERN KNIGHTS tale, and black-and-white illustrations to accompany every story! And every backer will get a digital copy of the companion book, LEGENDS OF INDIE COMICS: HISTORY AND TRIVIA.
 
Don't hesitate to jump in and help us make this book the absolute best it can be...all while scooping up fabulous rewards! JOIN THE LEGENDS OF INDIE COMICS! 
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The AMOC TeePublic Shoppe: 35% percent off:
November 6-24, and 40% off November 25-30.*
*Sale dates are not final and therefore subject to change.
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The Cerebus Humble Bundle is over, you can STILL get all 16 volumes for $99CANADIAN at CerebusDownloads.com (More if you want the Remastered Cerebus Guide to Self-Publishing...)
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Heritage has slapped copies of #1 and #2.
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The Help Out Bill Messner-Loebs Go Fund Me, or buy Rodney Schroeter's book with proceeds going to Bill. 
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The Last Day Without nothing.
   "      "     "        "  Dave's signature.
   "      "     "        "  an Old Cerebus Remarque
   "      "     "     Auction catalog for the Panoramic Remarques
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Oliver' Simonsen's Cerebus movie: The Absurd, Surreal, Metaphysical, and Fractured Destiny of Cerebus the Aardvark it's currently available on "Plex", "Xumo", "Vimeo On Demand", "Tubi". If you're in Brazil..."Mometu", "Nuclear Home Video".
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Next Time: The Monday Report.

Saturday, 4 November 2023

Please Hold For Dave Sim 11/2023

Hi, Everybody!

Please Hold For Dave Sim 10/2023
Audio:

Video:

Part one:
I remember Jeff Seiler, and "VGDC Maroro" has SEVEN questions, leading to a new Please Hold Rule: 3 Questions MAX! Anyway, Dave manages to answer all seven before he has to go do a Prayer Time.
Part two:
Dodger has questions about Dave's thoughts about Marvel and DC's black and white reprint series.
Part three:
Steve wants to know if we figured out Seiler's inscription on his own Cerebus Guide to Self-Publishing. (I thought we figured this out in September 2022.)

Then Margaret has questions about the Notebook pages she posted this week.
Part four:
Easton, PA's Michael R. has discovered a flaw in Wild P.I.G.S. #1, and then Christon has some Cerebus #1 questions.
Part five:
Dave continues answering Christon's questions about Cerebus #1.
Part six:
We answer questions from the Cerebus Facebook Group.
Part seven:
And we finish with the rest of the questions from the Facebook Group.

Next Time: the fun continues...

Sunday, 24 September 2023

Look at Dave...He sits there alone...An abject figure. "I abject!"

Hi, Everybody!

So, unless something drastic happens, Dave's gonna be calling me next Thursday.

"Wait. Before October? Two times in a month?"

No, not THIS week Thursday, Next week Thursday. October, fifth. Which is when Steve Peters' new Kickstarter for Tails of Sparky #4 ends. Will we be discussing that? Probably, unless you send questions to momentofcerebus@gmail.com, I have a few questions, but not two hours worth. So Steve will most likely get a bit of the call. Again, unless you step up with YOUR questions. We'll talk about anything. Maybe James Windsor-Smith's new Papa Balloon and Cactus issue with the Dave variant cover, currently getting Kickstartered. I mean, ANYTHING could happen.

We'll most likely mention DJ Inzeo who managed to nap this The Last Day panoramic remarque for $10 CAD

He emailed me:
Thank you,

and sorry to steal this so cheap

How would you like me to pay? Donation to the cerebusdownloads page?
DJ Inzeo
Yes DJ, you can pay the TEN CANADIAN DOLLARS you won it for there. And YES, you did kinda "steal" it, didn't you?
I mean...think of POOR Dave. 

Think of Poor Dave:
Who didn't even own a shirt until issue #7 was published...

Yes...spare a thought for Poor ol' Dave...
Who didn't even have pants before that...

Poor ol' Dave, who's apartment was at a forty-five degree angle like on the sixties Batman:
LOOK! He's hanging onto that counter for dear life!

The whole damn apartment:
Thank God for that heavy chair...

Yes, life was rough for Poor Ol' Dave. Why if a famous Writer wasn't hustlin' his chick:

Ted Baxter was:

Yes Poor Ol' Dave. Who SLAVED to make his funnybook, and deal with the unintended consequences that wrought:
"We're ALL a little BUGGY here..."

Poor Ol' Dave...who even after he could afford a shirt and pants still didn't have SHOES!
"Shoeless Dave Sim" it's how he was credited in all his NON-Cerebus work until 1987.
(It's TRUE, you could look it up...)

Poor Ol' Dave, who had to supplement his income ANY way he could...
Interpretive Dance paid surprising well...

Yes, please DJ, think of Poor. Ol'. Dave. And the tragedy that is his life. And maybe throw a couple of extra bucks his way when you pay for your The Last Day at cerebusdownloads.
I mean it wasn't ALL bad, sometimes there was cake. (Of course, it slid off the table thanks to the forty-five degree angle...)

Yes Dj, think of Poor Ol' Dave, with his bum hand and 900 plus unsold copies of The Last Day.
And his many mouths to feed...

Think back on the Good Times (when he was making $75 Canadian Dollars a month (Sixty-five MORE than the measly $10 you've pledged for a book he was selling for $90.) selling records in the basement of Harry's book shop):
"Hi, are you Harry?"

Yes, spare a Moment (heh.) for Poor Ol' Dave, if you could...
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Cerebus in Hell?
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The Strange Death of Alex Raymond Go Fund Me
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The Help Out Bill Messner-Loebs Go Fund Me and Rodney Schroeter's book with proceeds going to Bill
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Oliver's Cerebus movie: The Absurd, Surreal, Metaphysical, and Fractured Destiny of Cerebus the Aardvark it's currently available on "Plex", "Xumo", "Vimeo On Demand", "Tubi". If you're in Brazil..."Mometu", "Nuclear Home Video". 
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September 28-30
Tell your fans! Remind them that everything will be up to 35% off 

Next Time: Did I do a Bad Bad thing?

Saturday, 22 May 2021

WHY AN AARDVARK? part two

Hi, Everybody!



memoir
WHY AN AARDVARK?
part two

‘Hi, are you Harry?’

The date was Thursday, December 16, 1976. I had prevailed in my badgering of Harry Kremer and had the first (and only) REAL job I would ever have — sales clerk of the downstairs half of Now & Then Books. I didn’t recognize her as the brunette from the convention at my high school (that realization would come some weeks or months later). No, I was not Harry — could I help her in some way?

She and some friends were putting together a magazine like Dark Shadows, she said. Would Now & Then Books be interested in advertising in it or carrying copies for sale? Thinking she was referring to a cult horror/parody TV series of the time, I asked what sort of content she intended. ‘Like Dark Shadows,’ she insisted. Insight dawned.

‘Do you mean Dark Fantasy?’

‘Oh, right. Dark Fantasy.’ She never missed a beat — a trait I would come to know well over the next few years. I kept her talking for a while, trying to get some picture of her level of expertise. It was pretty clear that she was a novice in the publishing world. I offered my own services in assisting her. After all, I (ahem) had been published in Dark Fantasy. That got her interest (a genuine first for me — interest from a female). She left me her name, address and phone number. I wrote down my own. Kind of exciting really, since I had had my own one-room apartment for all of sixteen days. I had sold all of my comic books for approximately two thousand dollars and took the job running the downstairs at Now & Then Books for seventy-five dollars a month and rented the apartment for $120 a month — it was ‘freelance artist/writer sink-or-swim’ time. 

She recognized my name from Dark Fantasy.

She came by the store the next night around the same time to invite me over for dinner (she admitted later that she walked home thinking, ‘What am I? Mary Tyler Moore? I don’t cook dinner for people’). After dinner she pulled out a file with various stories and poems spilling from it. The ‘friends’ turned out to be her brother Michael and her sister Karen. A family friend, Eric Hope, was the only artist in the writing group. To my delight, I found out he had little or no artistic ability. With the methodical efficiency of a would-be suitor seeing his expertise (however limited) as a trump card in the game of romance, I began taking control of the magazine as a means of ingratiating myself to Denise Loubert de Neuilly (the ‘de Neuilly’ was an affectation of sorts; Michael had done some research on the origins of the family name and had determined that it had originated in Neuilly, France).

It was an unexpected switch for me to go from being a marginal presence at Dark Fantasy, a largely unpublished ‘wannabe’, and to find myself a kind of final authority on creative, production and business matters on Cerebus. That was the name of Denise Loubert’s proposed magazine: Cerebus.

Early in 1977, I designed a logo and did an illustration for the front cover. The logo appeared on the first fifty issues of this comic book you’re reading now. When I was done, there was something missing. I told Deni that she needed a name for the publishing imprint. Dark Fantasy was the name of Gene Day’s publication, but it also had the imprint name and logo of his publishing company: House of Shadows. She thought about it for a while and decided to solicit Michael and Karen’s input.

Michael’s suggestion was ‘Vanaheim Press’. I think he made the name up. It had the Nordic ring of Valhalla or Midheim or whatever else. I always took it to be synonymous with Valhalla — a mythological place where good and dutiful warriors go.

Karen’s suggestion was ‘Aardvark Press’. There was that damned quadruped again. It seemed that in her circle of friends a passing fancy had consisted of resting finger and thumb tips on surface and then raising the middle- finger from the surface: four legs and an elongated snout — aardvark.

Having aspiration to become part of the family in the not too-distant future (don’t laugh — it had taken me twenty years to find a girlfriend and I wasn’t about to risk having to wait another twenty years for the next one), I wasn’t going to play favourites and suggested combining the two names: Aardvark-Vanaheim Press.

I have no memory of drawing the first picture of the aardvark mascot. I was doing so much freelance work (both commissioned and on spec) that the work I did for my girlfriend’s magazine was more of a hobby, an afterthought to the day’s work. I only did the one version (‘A Boy and His Aardvark’ was still fresh in my mind, so I don’t think I even referred to the little picture in the dictionary): a cartoon barbarian aardvark (in keeping with the fantasy theme intended for the magazine). I probably knocked it out in about twenty minutes with an extra thirty seconds for the tone.

the original drawing of the aardvark mascot.

As the first issue started to come together, it was Deni who realized that the fanzine’s title, Cerebus, was misspelled. The three-headed dog who guarded Hides in Greek mythology was Cerberus. ‘Not to worry,’ I said, somewhat less than eager to reletter the logo and figure out how to squeeze in an extra letter and transpose two others, We’ll just say that Cerebus is the name of the cartoon aardvark mascot.’

The fanzine was never published. The originals and a cheque for (I believe) $175 were sent to an address in California of a Deep Discount quick printer. The magazine and the money vanished without a trace.

Of course, when something like that happens, it doesn’t happen right away. I recall the optimism and anticipation of the arrival of the first issue gradually giving way to anxiety, then anger and finally resignation. Subsequent issues were left half-finished. The awareness that a magazine like Dark Fantasy operated in the red, financed by Gene’s freelance paychecks, and that Cerebus would be lucky to break even in some distant future — that in fact it would be lucky to lose only a few thousand dollars over the first few years – such awareness, coupled with the loss of the cheque and the originals, dashed the original dream on the rocks of hard truth.

Original cover to Cerebus digest-zine #1

And it was not just Deni Loubert’s dream of making a living from a digest-zine ‘like Dark Shadows’ which had been dealt a blow. Gene Day had started getting more freelance work from Marvel Comics as an inker on Star WarsMarvel Two-in-One and other titles. Dark Fantasy took a back seat to this job, which would pay his not-inconsiderable mortgage on his new house on First St. in Gananoque. Hellhound, his long-planned magazine-format comics anthology, was dead in the water. Pigeons from Hell, a Robert E. Howard short story for which he had purchased the rights from the Howard estate to do as a comics adaptation, languished as well. His logic was irrefutable. Every hour spent at the drawing board inking Marvel super-hero comics solidified his reputation as a reliable finisher — which garnered him still more work. Every hour spent on Dark Fantasy, or Hellhound, brought him closer to the day when he would have to pay a printing bill, pay the contributors and trust to the unlikely possibility that there would be a profit left over. His experience as a publisher told him that the profit would be insufficient to pay for the printing of the next issue. As a hobby, in Gene’s mind, the satisfaction had to be weighed in the balance against the money and time it consumed. As a livelihood, it was a treadmill to oblivion.

My perception of Gene began to change. I had imitated his ‘hell-bent for leather’ approach to freelancing — swimming like a shark in search of new markets, inundating editors and publishers of all shapes and sizes with work produced on spec, taking my acceptance by publishers A and B and using it as a crowbar to pry an assignment out of publisher C. I had pursued the ‘small press’ opportunity presented to me by Deni Loubert and her magazine Cerebus to mirror Gene’s efforts with Dark Fantasy. As a freelancer I was experiencing far greater success than I could have imagined. In talking to Gene, I recognized that Cerebus was not going to be a moneymaker — either for its publisher or her boyfriend-layout- paste-up-design-illustration guy. The question became one of ‘where to from here?’ If I was to continue following in Gene’s footsteps, I had to build my freelance career with smaller publishers and attempt to interest someone at Marvel or DC in using me as a writer (my greatest ‘strength’, as perceived by editors and publishers), layout artist (my second greatest strong suit), penciller (unlikely) or inker (impossible). In visiting Gene, the first rush of seeing actual Marvel Comics penciled pages in my friend and mentor’s studio gave way to the disheartening awareness of the crippling workload, Gene’s new status as a small cog in the Big Machine. Even more disheartening was seeing the full-size photocopies of the finished pages and comparing them to their published incarnation — most of Gene’s brushwork and attention to detail languishing beneath pools of magenta, crimson, navy and orange — each page a riot of chromatic inconsistencies.

For my part, my most lucrative jobs in 1977 were Revolt: 2000 — a quartet of super-hero stories I had written and drawn as a commissioned work from the long- departed and never-lamented lrjax Enterprises — and Phantaca’s first issue, drawn from a full script by Jim McPherson. As much as I thought that Gene had taken a wrong turn with his Marvel freelancing, I was left contemplating my own situation — doing second-rate imitations of the (even then) formulaic Marvel style at a fraction of the Big Two’s page rates and for publishers who could only muster a fraction of Marvel’s or DC’s circulation.

In the first weeks after creating the aardvark mascot, I had done a single comic-book panel — just to see what he would look like from a different angle. Some months later, after the loss of the originals and printing bill for Cerebus No. 1, the digest-zine, I drew a sample page, incorporating the original logo. It sat on a shelf in my studio in Deni’s and my first apartment — 48 Weber Street East — through the spring and summer of 1977, as I completed Phantaca No 1 (including a two-week period where I was confined to bed with a virus resembling mononucleosis).

The second Cerebus.

Next: Mr. and Mrs. Aardvark-Vanaheim.
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Hobbs' Kickstarter has hit $15,000 and unlocked Jingles trading card. 
And TOTALLY he's gonna add two new Stretch Goals:
A Virgil trading card at $18,000,
And a new Cerebus figure added to the line-up of Cerebus in Hell? (starting in 2023) Who will it be? Old Cerebus? Fat Cerebus? The fuzzy black shirt Cerebus?

Strange Death of Alex Raymond: The Kickstarter, ends in a few hours. (Four, as of this writing.) And they send out updates like they're hacking their way through a jungle:
Good morning all you lovely backers!

The second episode of Living The Line is now up on YouTube. Sean and I put Yoshiharu Tsuge's The Swamp under the microscope. It is a great book and we had a killer discussion about it. Keep an eye out on Wednesday for a supplementary video to this one in which we try our hands at recreating a panel from this book, a practice which will be a regular feature of the channel! (GENIUS idea, Sean!)

BUT!

BUT!!! MORE IMPORTANTLY!!!

The Final Countdown of this campaign is on!
We are so close to 600 pledges. Who is going to help us cross that line?! Pledge with the ferocity of two Labrador Retrievers scarfing down Starbucks Pup Cups.
We appreciate every single one of you for helping who have helped us bring this product to the market and cannot wait to get this book into your hands!
AND:
I have heard that the reason many people wait to pledge until the final day is that they are looking to back winners. Well, here is some winner news!

Sean and I have signed foreign translation deals with TWO different publishers.

Passenger Press,
whose translation of Kris Kool by Phillipe Caza blew my mind with the quality of production will be producing an Italian language version of the Strange Death of Alex Raymond! Passenger Press is a small, one-man operation run by Christian Mara. Christian has an amazing passion for producing the highest quality book objects and I am so happy he will be handling SDOAR.

Christian will be running a pre-sale on his website sometime this summer.

Here is a look at his translation of Kris Kool.

For the Spanish language translation we have signed a deal with one of the largest distributors of comics in that market, Planeta de Libros, whose comics division has a large presence in both Spain and Latin/South America! They handle many amazing properties and do amazing work. The reach their distribution will provide is truly humbling. We are so grateful they are bringing Dave's work to the Spanish speaking world!

Bucha and Cammie are pretty excited about this, and are in the car hoping to do a signing tour in South America.
Sorry, girls. I might take you back to Starbucks, though.
And AND:
One more update as we enter the final four hours.

The Preliminary Strange Death will be printed in color, so if you waiting on confirmation of that before ordering, order away!

We have decided to increase the size of the signed and numbered Rip Cerebus print to 11.5 inches wide. I have not run the math on the height yet but the image will print at 10.5 inches, and the print will have .5 inch borders on the top and sides with a 1.5 in dropped bottom.

Also. All backers who ordered a physical copy of the book will now be getting a free digital download of Strange Death!!!

Thank you all again for making this campaign a WILD success!!!!
Buch sends kisses
Okay, NOW today's post is done...

Next Time: Oliver and pictures of HIS dog...

Monday, 7 September 2020

The Many Origins of Cerebus

Hi, Everybody!

Cerebus masks and whatnots with all the money going to Dave. New product will be added to the store this weekend if I get around to it. Also, they let me know that:
Your entire store will be on sale:
Sep 5 – 7
Sep 16 – 18
Sep 28 – 30
Everything but tees will be on sale:
Sep 10 – 12
Sep 22 – 24
Tell your fans! Remind them that everything but tees will be up to 35% off! That means $20 phone cases, $15 totes, $7 art prints, and way more.

Okay "fans" I've done told you.

The latest Cerebus in Hell? one-shot: Spider-Whore available to order wherever those kinds of things are sold.

The Amicable Spider-Vark is in stores, which is the lead in to Spider-Whore, which was SUPPOSED to be the immediate sequel, but Batvark: PENIS ended up taking Spider-Whore's slot when COVID-19 threw everything up into the air.

If you missed the Kickstarter for Dave and Carson Grubaugh's You Don't Know Jack, there's an Indiegogo, which is still up and running, LIMITED numbers of The Strange Death of Alex Raymond are available through there if you want one and didn't order a Fundraising Edition back when I posted a link to how to get one damn near every day for weeks if not months...

If you missed the Waverly Press Kickstarter for the Remastered Cerebus #1, limited overflow of the rewards are available at cerebusoverload.com.

And Signed copies of Vark Wars: Walt's Empire Strikes Back (Signed by Dave, Signed by Dave and me, Signed by me after I scribble out Dave's name, Pretty much available Signed only...)
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It's Monday:
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Speaking of things Dave Sent me:
The Many Origins of Cerebus 

By Dave Sim
(Originally printed in Following Cerebus #6)

Kensington Market/Aardvark 

I don’t remember what year it was, but I phoned in to CHYM Radio (1490 at that time: I would later do their ad campaign for the switch to 570) and answered a trivia question and my prize was an album. I couldn’t make out over the phone what album it was that I won, so I was looking forward to finding out. Imagine my disappointment when it turned out to be an album called Aardvark by a band named Kensington Market. I remember being particularly irked that there was no picture of the band itself, just this fairy-tale looking cover of a stage with the curtains parting and revealing (what I took to be) an aardvark. That was my overall reaction: irritation. I’m pretty sure I never listened to the album, but I did spend a fair length of time looking at the cover. An aardvark in the middle of a stage. “I don’t get it,” I thought. 

I didn’t know what a Kensington Market was, either, until a couple of years later when a rare example of a Canadian situation comedy debuted called “King of Kensington” starring Al Waxman. That was when I found out that Kensington Market was (and is) a largely ethnic neighbourhood in downtown Toronto, bordering Chinatown. Oddly enough, it is now part of the regular route that Chester Brown and I take walking back downtown from the Beguiling, right past the statue of Al Waxman. 

[If you wanna hear the album, here's a playlist I made on YouTube. -Matt (They have a Beatles/Monkees kind of sound...)]

“A Boy & His Aardvark” 

T. Casey Brennan had come to the first annual Southern Ontario Panel Art Festival held at Now & Then Books in June of 1972. He was an early enthusiast of conventions and fan gatherings and had heard about the event from someone and had come up from Michigan on his own initiative which pretty much flummoxed all of the attendees and we, the organizers. 

A professional comic-book writer. An actual professional comic-book writer

I remember all of us crowded in the front room of Now & Then Books at 103 Queen Street South basically just staring at him, goggle-eyed. At one point I remember he flashed his ACBA (Academy of Comic Book Arts) laminated membership card, ironically establishing for us his bona fides as a pro and, I suspect, was much amused when the gesture basically sucked all of the oxygen out of the room. We stayed in touch with him and he returned to Kitchener in December of that year to be interviewed for the second issue of Now & Then Times which I edited and which was published in the summer of 1973. 
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His professional history had been a good example of “right place, right time” in that he had submitted a
 script to Warren Publishing, completely ignorant of the fact that he was doing so in the immediate aftermath of long-time editor and ubiquitous scripter Archie Goodwin’s departure. He produced a series of distinctly lyrical, metaphorical and allegorical stories in a very short space of time, the most famous of which was “On the Wings of a Bird” in Creepy No.36 which not only won the Ray Bradbury Cup that year (part of Jim Warren’s in-house awards which he used to present at Phil Seuling’s New York Comic Convention) for best story, but was also nominated for an ACBA Award in the same category: virtually the only time that ACBA had nominated a non-DC, non-Marvel work in any category. 

It’s not an enormous stretch to say that T. Casey Brennan was as influential on me as a writer as Barry Windsor-Smith had been on me as an artist and in a very comparable way: it was he who first introduced me to the idea of the allegory and its core application to storytelling. That was what made the best of his works—“On the Wings of a Bird,” “Carrier of the 
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Serpent,” “Climbers of the Tower”—stand out, particularly at Warren Publishing where the EC, Twilight Zone stock twist ending still reigned supreme. The summer after interviewing him, my lessons in allegorical storytelling had begun to sink in and one night I did a parody of the splash page of “On the Wings of a Bird,” changing it into “On the Back of a Pro” and substituting Casey for the Creepy magazine horror host, Uncle Creepy. In retrospect, this very much represented the seminal wedding of allegory and parody which would prove to be the foundational concept behind Cerebus. I sent Casey a stat of the first page and asked him if he would agree to script the rest of the parody. He wrote back in a letter dated 8-30-73: 

Why in God’s name do you want me to write it when you can do a job as good as this? The fascinating thing is how you can completely capture a style when doing something like this…as you captured Feiffer’s style in that 1-pager in the last CANAR, and as you captured mine in the enclosed.
 

Pretty much assume all these images get bigger with clickings...



Even though I suspected he was just being polite, it was the first time that someone had suggested I had an aptitude for capturing the style of others and I filed it away mentally for future reference even as I completed the story: my first full-length parody which John Balge agreed to publish in CANAR. The exaggerated cartoon-like drawing style that Jerry Gandenetti (a veteran of Will Eisner’s late 1940’s Tudor City shop) had adopted by the late 1970s was certainly easier than a lot of styles I might’ve tried to imitate and the gray washes helped to hide a lot of my fundamental lack of basic drawing skills. 

okay, except this one...

Again with the clickings...

As Casey said in the 1972 interview, whenever he and Jim Warren got together, either he would quit or Warren would fire him. By the time I was drawing “On the Back of a Pro,” Casey was beginning to plan an entirely new career, centered on doing adult comic book stories for an adult audience in an oversized trade paperback format (“the Dracula format” named after Warren’s 1972 experiment with a 120-page trade paperback which reprinted the Spanish Pan-European Buru-Lan/NEL Dracula series which featured a number of stories by Esteban Maroto and other Spanish artists). It’s interesting to consider thirty some-odd years later that Casey was very much decades ahead of his time in anticipating the need for a fan-centered Direct Market and in seeing that a 120-page trade paperback represented a giant step in the right direction. Quoting him from the December, 1972 interview: 

Jim Warren has come out with something no one in the U.S. has come out with before and that’s the five-dollar Dracula book to be sold in book stores. This is strictly for adults because no kid is going to say, “Mom, can I have five dollars to go to the store and buy Dracula?” So that’s a new idea in comic books—the idea of a quarterly to be sold in book stores for a high price and for adults only; not in the sense that “adults only” has come to mean in comic books and other magazines—that it’s dirty. It’s just good work. 

I’m not sure if I wasn’t the one who first put the bug in his ear about doing his own version of Warren’s Dracula, asking at one point in the interview “If you were deciding to organize your own company and had your choice of any four artists, whom would you choose?” To which he replied, 

Well, it would depend a great deal on what kind of comics I was putting out—some of my favourites like Jim Steranko, like Neal Adams, like Esteban Maroto. I like Kirby on super-heroes. I like Charles Schulz on Peanuts. I’m very impressed with Jim Steranko’s imagination and his talent for understanding the comic-book storytelling method so well. 
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When he did begin to plan his major book project he obviously realized that he would have to start many, many rungs down the ladder of professional pecking order and had sent out feelers to various amateur and fanzine artists he had met in his travels of 1971-73 asking if they were willing to draw stories “on spec”—no up-front money, but a promise of royalties—for the proposed publication. I was one of those artists, which should give you a rough idea of how close to the bottom of the list he was in seeking out collaborators. I was certainly more than willing and cranked out a seven-page story called “Picture This” from the script supplied. Another script—a five-pager—followed shortly thereafter entitled “A Boy & His Aardvark”. This time I was asked to just supply the pencils. I suspect Casey had been horrified at the precipitous drop in drawing quality from “On the Back of a Pro” to “Picture This” (attributable to the fact that I wasn’t virtually tracing another artist’s drawings this time out). 
"I get bigger"


“Again with the aardvark,” I thought, mentally kicking myself that I had, in the interim, gotten rid of the album whose cover would’ve been useful for drawing reference. Instead I had to look up “aardvark” in the dictionary and fake the details that weren’t visible (as well as trying to figure out what this strange beastie—which I had only seen in illustrative profile—might look like from different angles). It did seem like a strange “next link” in an allegorical chain provided by the person who had himself first introduced me to the concept of allegory. The aardvark that had been inexplicably posed on a stage was now—equally inexplicably—a co-star in a comic-book script, the first I had ever been asked to draw. Even though I was seventeen at that point and Casey’s script called for a “slightly long-haired boy of about twelve or thirteen”, I drew the boy pretty much as a self portrait, having a sense, however vague, that “allegory is as allegory does.” 

I don’t think I did an appreciably better job on this one than I had on “Picture This”. It would be convenient to blame the inker, Jim Friel (who, coincidentally, a few years later as the owner/proprietor of Big Rapids Distribution would become the second distributor of Cerebus when he agreed to take five hundred copies of the first issue), but I’m pretty sure he didn’t have much to work with. Two years later I would try again on “Picture This,” aiming to hit a more professional level still beyond my grasp, studiously examining Al Williamson’s work and coming to understand for the first time exactly what was meant by the art cliché of “Less is more.” But on “A Boy & His Aardvark” I was really just thoughtlessly and hastily slapping down pictures without really pausing to consider anything that could be described as composition or narrative. 

I never heard back from Casey about the second story and in fact it would be a little over three years later when Power Comics No.1 would arrive in my mailbox. A far cry from the adult book that had been promised it was an unhappy mish-mosh of the strange paganisms and sorcerous subjects which had come to occupy Casey’s literary attentions by that point in the usual 75 cent newsprint and colour cover format that Mike Friedrich had pioneered with Star*Reach. T. Casey Brennan had introduced me to the allegory and as his own life took some hard turns he was also the first person I ever heard use the name Aleister Crowley with—as I thought even at the time—misplaced reverence. 

There in the pages of Power Comics No.1 was the story Vince Marchesano of Hamilton, Ontario’s Spectrum publications had drawn featuring an extremely fictionalized “T. Casey Brennan, Figure of Mystery” who bore not the slightest resemblance to its author and which I would later satirize in one of The Beavers strips in Quack as “A. White Beaver, Figure of Mystery”. “A Boy & His Aardvark” was easily the worst drawn of the stories in that issue and all I really hoped was that so few people would see it, or notice my signature on the last page, that it wouldn’t hurt me professionally at that late date. 

The Ant and the Aardvark 

It had been just my bad luck that my family got colour television for the first time in the summer of 1976 (for the Montreal Olympics being staged that year) and that I would move out on my own in December before I could really enjoy it. One of the television programs that I was watching faithfully that year was a syndicated package of Depatie-Freleng Studio cartoons—the ones who had developed the Pink Panther animation which preceded the film and its sequels and who evidently retained the license to produce a number of shorts over the course of the next few years. The Pink Panther cartoons were quantum levels below the full animation quality of the movie intro—reportedly they were paid a quarter of a million dollars to produce the cartoon movie titles—and like most of the Depatie-Freleng output it ranged from above average to atrocious (average when they had first secured a license, as they had previously with the Road Runner, and then atrocious as they just pumped out the mandatory amount of product for Saturday morning television). The Warner Brothers and Depatie Freleng syndication packages were comparable in that way. You usually saw three or four really appalling examples of the worst grade of animation for every above average one but it was the sacrifice you had to make. In the 1970s, in Southern Ontario, anyway, that was the only way the better cartoons were made available. 

It was actually a relief when I had to make do with a black-and-white second hand television to watch “The Ant and the Aardvark” series. At least the Aardvark in black and white had a certain stylishness to him. In colour he was sort of this electric blue bright enough to make you wince. I always wondered whose idea that was—making the aardvark’s fur and clothing—everything in fact except his eyes—all one colour. I tended to suspect the budget people in collusion with the cell-painting department. 

I’m not sure if they got the famous Jewish dialect comedian, Jackie Mason, to actually do the Aardvark’s voice. There’s a long tradition in animation of misappropriating voices by doing imitations of famous actors and actresses. But, I remember being struck by how the whole thing just didn’t work. The Aardvark didn’t look remotely Jewish and, as far as I remember, never said anything that sounded remotely Jewish. So, I’d usually just sit there wondering about that. Given that the whole point of Jackie Mason’s act was that he was irrefutably Jewish, why would you get him to voice a character that had no Jewish qualities to him? And—even more perversely—if you had just gotten someone to “do” Jackie Mason, why that particular voice if there was nothing remotely Jewish about the character? 

Kind of funny to think about in light of the Torah commentaries in Latter Days, but I also used to wonder “What could possibly be Jewish about an African mammal?” 

It was a little strange when Power Comics came in at the same time that The Pink Panther show had become part of my daily afternoon routine. 

“What is it with this aardvark business?” 

Cerebus and “Not Loubert” Press 

While assembling the Cerebus Archive, I came across the following: 
It all began when a slender, dark-haired wench (looking all of sixteen) walked into the downstairs of Harry Kremer’s Now and Then Books (my only regular job ever) and said, “Hi. Are you Harry?” Once I allowed as how I didn’t believe so, she (undaunted, of course) informed me that she was the publisher of a magazine yet to be published. Right. Another one of “those”. This magazine was going to be like Dark Shadows and would Harry be interested in selling said unpublished work in his store? I told her the magazine was called Dark Fantasy (didn’t faze her a bit) and added that I—ahem—knew the publisher personally (Hi, Gene). She fairly glowed with appreciation at the fact that this was a celebrity of rare proportions, undoubtedly working in a bookstore for the sheer joy of being like common folk (actually it was for $65 a month). Taking pity and heart respectively, I told her I would do some drawings for her first issue and proceeded to write about my name, address and phone number and told her to call sometime and come over and we would discuss it (no fool I). She recognized the ‘Sim” from “Dark Shadows” since I wrote it the way I sign my drawings (once again, no fool I) and I felt like the King of France being discovered in a whorehouse. Wondering what such a famous artist was doing in such a low establishment, she wrote out her name: Denise Loubert de Neuilly (the second half being another of her half-baked fantasies) and departed into the snowy depths of December 16, 1976. 
It all began when I asked her (on her next visit to the whorehouse) what this marvellous work was to be known as. 

Cerebus.” replied she, “You know, like the three-headed dog?” 

That night, I drew a fanzine cover, a spot illo and designed a logo. C-E-R-E-B-U-S.. I made up a logo for Loubert Press, as well (I figured this would please her, since her brother and sister were also working on the magazine). Her reaction was one of horror. “Oh, no. Eric Hope is the editor and he won’t want it called Loubert Press.” 

“Well, what’s the publishing house going to be called, then?” Reject my logo, will you? 

“I’ll call Michael and Karen and ask them.” 

I was going to ask why she didn’t call Eric, but chose instead to wedge my tongue between two molars. 

 

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“Hi, Michael? We need a name for the publishing company. You know—like Shadow Press…” 

“Michael says Vanaheim Press and Karen says Aardvark Press.” 

“Why not put the two together?” 

If my art career fell through, I was considering becoming a diplomat. 

It all began when I drew the logo for the newly christened Aardvark-Vanaheim Press. One was a stylized graphic of an aardvark head with horned helmet. The other was a little more “cartoony”. Deni selected the cartoony one. I still sometimes wonder where Eric was through all of this. 
I’m not sure what it was written for but it’s handwritten on the back of “48 Weber Street East” stationery which would indicate it was written after our move to 221 Queen Street South in March of 1979 (when the 48 Weber Street East stationery became scrap paper) and stops dead at this point in the narrative. The repeating “It all began” motif suggests that even at this early point, I was acutely aware of the many tributaries that made up the “Origin of Cerebus.” 
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And, of course, I didn’t mention one of my first reactions to the suggested names for the proposed press. “There’s that aardvark, again.” From the front of a record album to a comic book script to a cartoon show and now to a company logo. I’m not sure how long after the fact it was that I asked Karen why she had come up with Aardvark Press. As I indicated to Tasha Robinson of The Onion—largely under duress—the only way that I would answer the “Why an aardvark?” question by 2004 (see Collected Letters, page 255): 
It turned out later that a boy that Karen had a major crush on—she was in high school, then—had made a joke posing his hand on a table so that the thumb and three fingers were balanced on their tips like legs and his middle finger was extended like a snout. “Aardvark” [see front cover for Karen Rittinger (ne Loubert)’s re-enactment]. When you are a high school girl and you have a crush on someone, these are the sorts of things that stay with you. So I drew a cartoon barbarian aardvark as a mascot for this fanzine publishing company. Later when we realized that what Deni had intended to call the book was Cerberus, the three-headed dog who guarded Hades in Greek mythology, I told her we would just make Cerebus the name of the aardvark. The fanzine never got off the ground, so I decided to try drawing a sample comic page of Cerebus the Aardvark. And, for a number of months that was all that existed: the page that turned out to be page one of Cerebus No.1.
Of course I omitted two of the intermediate steps in this description. One: after the California printer had absconded with the original paste-ups for Cerebus the Fanzine and the money we had paid to have it printed (neither Deni or I had been farsighted enough to get clear copies of the pages made in the event of just such an eventuality), in another side of my multi-faceted career wherein I was hanging on by my fingernails—freelance comic-book creator—I had decided to try and draw a sample comic-book panel of Cerebus the Aardvark not really having any idea of where it might be useful. There were a couple of interesting problems that presented themselves pretty quickly and persuaded me that maybe Cerebus the Aardvark was better left as a one drawing phenomenon. Because his helmet was flying off his head in the logo drawing, I hadn’t had to figure out how to fit it in between his ears and it was definitely an awkward drawing problem. Either the helmet had to be ridiculously tiny or the ears had to be unnaturally small and far apart. The other problem was that in the logo, his mouth was clearly visible at the side of his snout, but drawing him square on there didn’t seem to be a way of making that look right. He appeared to be talking out of the side of his face like a little gray James Cagney or something. 
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Two: Mike Friedrich of Star*Reach Productions had served notice that he was open to any suggestions I might have on how to revive sales on his funny-animal anthology title, Quack! which at this point was dying on the vine in spite of (or more likely because of) the inclusion of my own “The Beavers” strips. In a letter dated 22 June 1977 he wrote: 
Would you mind spending some time someday soon and write me up a short description of just what the hell you’re trying to do in “The Beavers”? Why do you do this strip? Where’s it going? How do you intend to get there? So far I can’t detect much connection between the strips except some vague interest in media and Canadian self-commentary. (And meanwhile Quack! seems to be drifting towards “entertainment humor”, whatever that means; though so far your strips have stayed within whatever vague boundaries I’ve set). 

Looks like my cover idea for Quack #3 isn’t so hot; after the initial orders the book is just sitting here. It’s not nearly as well-selling as Star*Reach and actually is falling off in sales. I’m at a bit of a loss for ideas. Any suggestions? I could use a bit of your critical facilities. 
The impression I had been left with from this characteristically blunt communiqué from my editor-in-chief was that a couple of my fingernails had just slipped and my visions of a cover featuring “The Beavers” on Quack! being the launch point to riches, fame and glory (the only honest answer to Mike’s question of “Why do you do this strip?”) was, as a result, dissipating quickly. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to realize that “entertainment humor” was a discrete euphemism for “not funny”. I brought my “critical facilities” to bear and asked the obvious question: why was it that Howard the Duck was still a hit and Quack! was a miss? The answer, it seemed to me was that Howard the Duck featured a funny animal in the world of humans whereas the Quack material seemed to consist of funny animals solely in their own milieu. As far as I recall, I first presented this to Mike as a theory in response to his request for my suggestions. Certain as I was that Mike would share my sense that this was a “Eureka” moment in the history of funny animal comics, I wasn’t prepared for his response from 12 September 1977: 
Some bad news: 

1) I don’t feel comfortable with your lettering on Gene Day’s dramatic stories and so I’ve asked him to have it sent out here for that work. Your style works excellently with your own “Beavers” work and on the one “Quack” story Gene did for me, but I seem to prefer a crisper, more regular style on dramatic stories and you aren’t there. Sorry. 

2) Bigger, though, is my decision on what to do with Quack (I’d expressed to you my problems with it before). What I’ve decided is two-fold: first to cut it back to twice a year (I’ll be starting up an SF/Fantasy spin-off called Imagine…putting continued features in Star*Reach and the non-series short stories in the 2nd title…this will alternate with Quack on my publishing schedule), second, to cut back the strips to two or three: [Steve] Leialoha’s rabbit…and [Michael]Gilbert’s “Wraith”…and [Ted] Richard’s “Quack” (his spin-off from “E.Z. Wolf”), if Ted can make it. 

This leaves you out. I know this isn’t the most exciting of events for you, but I hope you don’t take it overly hard. I have liked aspects of “The Beavers” (as I have liked parts of the other strips I’m dropping), but I don’t think it fits in with my expectations nor my feeling as to what market I’m going after. As I’ve said before, my thinking about Quack has been very soft and I’ve made this decision reluctantly, since I’m still not totally confident it’s “correct”, but the best thing I feel I can do at this point is pull in a bit, retreat to a smaller base if you will, and try to get better bearings from there. 
I was certain that I had hit on a key point of marketability and—grasping at straws even as I was getting edged aside—put together what would become the splash page of issue one of Cerebus. As far as I could see, if my theory was correct, I was in a race against whomever else might bring the next “funny animal in the world of humans” to market ahead of me. I figured all I need to do was to show Mike what I envisioned and he would “get it”. However he wrote in his letter of 30 September 1977: 
Anyway, some specifics: sometimes timing is everything. Your splash page for CEREBUS brought an immediate smile…but I’m gonna be stubborn about this pull-back (meaning I’m gonna give it a couple of issues…that is, a year…to see how it goes before making any changes or additions). I’ve heard a rumor that Denis Kitchen is starting up a funny-animal book, but don’t know anything more; I’ll let you know if I hear this is true. If not, keep developing the idea every now and then anyway. It’ll find it’s place. 
Years later he told me that sticking to his intention to “pull back” he had rejected Elfquest as well in September of 1977. 

Having very few professional options at that point, I took a hard look at the splash page of Cerebus the Aardvark and asked myself a core question: “Did I really believe that the key to the viability of a funny animal title was that there be only one funny animal and all of the other characters had to be human?” Yes, I was still pretty sure that that was the case. Which led to even more of a core question: If I did really believe that, then why was I trying to get Mike Friedrich to publish it and sharing the revenues with him? 

Why not publish it through the moribund Aardvark-Vanaheim imprint, getting Deni to do the nuts-and-bolts business side? 

The rest, as they say, is history.
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