Sunday, 9 September 2018

TL:DR: The Genesis Question part eighteen

Hi, Everybody!

Sunday: Genesis Question Commentary by Mr. Dave Sim:

Courtesy the CerebusDownloads.com, thanks George!

25 May 14

Hi Troy and Mia!

I find it very difficult, in many ways,  to comment intelligently on Mr. Ross' book because he's so DEFINITIVE in his statements.  I'm more inclined to go through the book with a red pen, like a teacher, writing "Prove?" next to pretty much every sentence.  And, of course, I just spent the last several weeks going through what he considers to be a list of Biblical proofs and indicating that in most cases, I don't think they're especially relevant to the assertion they are being cited as supporting. 

It's a very tiring process, involving a lot of typing of exact quotes and then explaining what I see in the exact quote and then explaining why I don't see it as applying to Mr. Ross' theses. 

A good example occurs in one of Mr. Ross' bullet points near the end of chapter three:

Genesis 1-3 makes no indication of any change in the physical laws.  Thermodynamics, electromagnetism and gravity, for example, are implied throughout. 


Well, no, I don't believe so.  Any more than Subduction Theory, The VanAllen Belt, and astrophysics are implied throughout.  You can infer them -- and clearly Mr. Ross does -- but you're going to need a very friendly audience/jury to let you get away with it.  If you are not a monotheist by inclination and temperament, your inclination in reading Genesis 1-3 is going to be to see them as fables and/or myths and -- without any direct reference to thermodynamics, electromagnetism and gravity in the text -- you're going to have your red pen out frequently and often.  "Prove?"

Even a relatively sympathetic reader -- by inclination and temperament -- like myself has a lot of trouble with this, as I say.  It's certainly interesting to speculate.  A great deal of my own "faith time" is taken up with those kinds of questions.  But I incline far more in the direction of the question "why?" than the "what?" questions that appear to preoccupy Mr. Ross. 

Taking it as a given (for the sake of argument if nothing else), I accept that planetary systems are not unique in the universe, a view that I held even prior to 1994 when science had proven the existence of "proto-planets"  circling distant stars.  I never really thought that there was a great deal of validity to Our Unique Earth.  The universe is too big and there are too many stars for that to seem rational even -- or, thinking about it, especially -- on an "odds are" basis.

I'm not sure if there's any great validity to a Twin Earth theory, either -- that, given the same conditions and the same-sized yellow star and the presence of oxygen and hydrogen in their exact proportions, somewhere there is a planet exactly like ours which is, chapter and verse, following the exact same historical path that we are following and producing -- both roughly and specifically -- the exact same people all making the exact same choices that we've made. 

But, then, I'm not sure that there isn't. 

And, to me, the unknowable answers centre on "why?" -- the Why of Creation.  What is/was God's purpose in creating the universe? 

And, in that, I work backward from Effect: the LITERALLY unimaginable -- by anyone but God --  number of stars and planetary systems and planets and their populations that exist and continue to come into being on a minute-by-minute basis as they've been doing for billions of years.  Hurled outward at an accelerating pace by centrifugal and centripetal force. 

Why?  What is accomplished by that?  Confining my speculations to the purely scientific, the answer that I come up with is:  experiments.  If you create a nearly unimaginable number of planet earths and earth-like planets, similar or identical and/or differently nuanced, you create a "control group" where both variations and reiterations are accounted for (and I think this applies to the gas-giant planets like Jupiter just as much, but for the sake of simplicity, let's just discuss theoretical earth-like planets for the moment).

If -- out of six billion earths and earth-like planets, all being given free will and all having the enactment of free will on the part of their populations as a foundation for the experiment -- 5.999999 billion earths and earth-like planets, behave in a prescribed manner and, over the course of 15 billion years from birth to death, follow the same free will trajectory to the same conclusion, then, it seems to me, whatever God's point was has been made relative to earth and earth-like planets.

And you -- or, rather, You, because it seems to me only God is Vast Enough to know -- would have the .00000001 billion earths that didn't behave in that way from which to observe and then calculate variances.  How many of those non-reiterative earths became better earths and how many became worse earths?  It seems possible, if not likely, to me that for an omniscient being that offers the only possibility of Deistic Learning.  It takes just that many far-ranging experiments, just that many exactly reiterative enactments AND just that few variable results to discover something that You didn't already Know and to be able, potentially, to apply that to future experiments.

If You can discover the Better Earth Factor by examining how that Better Earth or Those Better Earths behaved -- what choices Better Earth made and at what junctures and can figure out how to bake that INTO Your next generalized earth cake mix, that, in turn (it seems to me) could present You with an even better and more prolific .00000001 billion earths next time around…

("next time around" in my own speculations being the next Big Bang after Our Current Bang has exhausted its outward momentum, heat and light and ended up as dust and dark matter and spirit)

…with yet another set of unanticipated variables which can be used in the next cake mix and so on. 

But Why Do That?  This, it seems to me, is why science abandoned the "why?" question so early in the history of science, favouring instead an ever-lengthening list of "what's".  "Why?", actively pursued, takes you very quickly into realms seriously beyond human ken (I think). 

Is God just entertaining Himself? 

Given that God is omniscient and omnipresent, by definition, the idea that He experiences everything -- just on our own planet, He experiences life, death, marriage, torture, childbirth, terror, procreation, violent death, joy, violent dismemberment, rage, ecstasy, revelation, insight, shame, disappointment, success, achievement, failure, futility, defeat, billions of times every second, simultaneously -- COULD suggest that that's all this is.  Who could question the motivations behind Deistic Entertainment? 

And is Deistic Entertainment the same as Deistic Experience?  Is God rewarding AND punishing Himself for what He knows He has done to us by giving us life?  God, knowing that life is as much pleasure as it is pain or more pain than it is pleasure (depending on how you choose to live it), knew that He needed to subject Himself to all of those extremes if He was going to subject his creations to it.  In a sense, this answers the question, "Why does God allow bad things to happen to good people?":  Because bad things are a part of life, and, however many bad things happen to you or to someone you know, they are significantly dwarfed by the bad things experienced by God, by definition.  Our sufferings are minuscule when compared to the sufferings of God, again, by definition. 

My own assumption -- in answering "why?" is that (bottom line) creation was a lot of work.

Even at the point of greatest reduction, imagine having to create an entire earth where atheists got full value for their price of admission. 

They choose NOT to believe in God, but they are also making good and bad choices throughout the course of their lives.  0's and 1's. 

Assuming they make more good choices than bad choices (while having made a fundamentally Bad Choice in not believing in God, they are still God's creations and ergo fundamentally good), it would be necessary to create all of the miracles of nature that God created which would allow atheists to experience awe and reverence and "inward soaring" even though they end up in a cul de sac of their own choosing ultimately.  Their Bad Choice, ultimately, remains so and will be so even in their own eyes when they come to recognize it.

The Koran makes a greater point of this than does The Torah and the Gospels.  You will have no cause for complaint on The Last Day. You will make out your own account against yourself, seeing your own choices, seeing where you made them, why you made them and where they led.  AND seeing all the pleasures and joys and "inward soaring" moments you experienced along the way.  I mean, MY assumption is that you will, in that case, have seen that you traded "too much for too little".  You could have been "returning to God" from Whom you "came out" and instead you REALLY "got off" at an AC/DC concert (where God was the furthest thing from your mind).  But there will be no doubt that that was your choice and that you experienced what you experienced even as you re-experience it as part of "your life flashing before your eyes" and on Judgement Day, as misapprehended as that choice was.

Viewed from the other side of things, God certainly has provided us with a wide panoply of monotheistic choices:  ways and means of believing in God and serving Him.  Many of them contradictory as (it seems to me) suits our inclined-toward-contradictory natures.  We are inclined to choose philosophies as much for the extent to which they are oppositional as for the extent to which they are supportive.  How many Muslims are fundamentally anti-Christians by choice and primary motivation?  How many Christians are anti-Muslims by choice and primary motivation?

It seems to me that this is, again, God's "undeserved kindness" (grace) at work.

For all we know, (and I, for one, would suggest that the evidence points strongly in that direction) many of us chose to be oppositional by our natures back before the Big Bang. 

Like Groucho's song in DUCK SOUP "Whatever It Is, I'm Against It". 

God, knowing this to be a foundational element of the spirit of so many of His creations, made sure that there was no shortage of things that you could be fundamentally opposed to while professing sincere faith in Him.  It seems to me an experiment in "innermost motivation" and an access point to our "innermost natures" if we're willing to look at it.  Do you oppose out of malice or out of love?  Do you primarily hate falsehood or love truth?  Do you secretly delight in the fact that All Muslims Are Going To Hell if that is your innermost motivation in being a Christian?

And, unknown to us, of course, is what God's assessment of that is -- although I assume that God's assessment is always the (infinitely!) more accurate one.  "Hatred of Muslims is stronger in this person than love of God."  And what's God's best assessment of that?  Does that even qualify as "innermost motivation"?  Does this person hate Muslims because he sees Muslims as a threat to God, so his innermost motivation in hating Muslims is a defence of God and a threat to what he sees as God's Truth?  How harmful and detrimental does God see that as being?  No way of knowing.  But if the person lives in a context so remote from even a possibility of having any kind of personal contact with a Muslim anywhere and at any time, isn't the net effect a positive one?  And comparably with the hate-filled Muslim living in Medina, say.  He's probably hundreds if not thousands of miles from the nearest (in his own ideological frames of reference) infidel, so how dangerous is his level of hatred for Christians and Jews?  What is his innermost motivation but, also, defence of God and defence against what he sees as a threat to God's Truth? But in terms of life application, his experience as a Muslim in a strictly Muslim population will make his view of infidels secondary at best.

Feminism having opted for immigration as a means of sustaining population (as opposed to natural rates of childbirth) inadvertently seems to me to have breached that particular construct to its own detriment, introducing "infidel-hating" Muslims into infidel societies. 

A large part of any immigrant population having a normal rate of childbirth is going to be Muslim and fundamentally opposed to feminism.  You can -- and, as a society, we do -- then work to convert Muslims into secular humanists with near-zero birth rates (which is amusing in its own way: opening up immigration to solve the problem you've created in your society through feminism and then actively converting your immigrants into feminists), but that still leaves you with an expanding population of devout monotheists, Muslims, and a collapsing population of secular humanists, feminists both infidel and formerly Muslim. 

"Thermodynamics, electromagnetism and gravity" …"implied" or not…in Genesis 1-3 seem to me to be somewhat if not completely beside the point when compared with these structures: scientific properties and principles and how they applied to creation having more in common with set design and theatre construction than with the actual Play, as I see it.

If you look at the French experience, I think that better demonstrates the answers implicit to the "why?" question and the REAL intricacy of God's creation as it enacts itself (or, at least, as I see it). 

The French, it seems to me, tend to, generally,  have an innermost motivation of hatred for things which are non-French and an innermost motivation that French things are superior to non-French things (literally Chauvinism, after Chauvin).  So the French enactment of the "immigration solution to the population disaster caused by feminism"  hatches out differently.  They tend to accept French immigrants over all other immigrants on the assumption that all French people share the belief that French things -- and people -- are superior to non-French things -- and people. 

The result has been Parisian suburbs that are primarily Muslim -- most of the French immigration coming from former French colonies in Muslim North Africa -- suburbs that have become literal no-go areas for non-Muslims.  "Innermost motivation" of hatred for the non-French meets head-on with "innermost motivation" of hatred for the non-Muslim. 

Compare that with our experience in North America where I think the results of our enactments -- to this point -- illustrate that our innermost motivations tend not to be hatred of other cultures but rather the love of our own culture. 

Even with the 9/11 attacks providing more than sufficient cover for "Muslim bashing" -- had that been our choice: hatred of a culture not our own -- there is virtually no evidence that that exists.  There is, I think, an unspoken antagonism  towards Islam and Muslims but I think that's more a recognition that you can't be a good feminist and a good Muslim.  Or a good Muslim and a good feminist.  It's either-or and it's natural on the part of feminists and their ideology (which has become our default secular state religion here in the West) to just wish that Islam would "go away" conceptually and literally -- and to hope that sufficient exposure to and participation in secular materialism and dishonourable female behaviours (lewd conduct and dress, adultery, fornication) will convince Muslims to abandon their faith for feminism.

But, in the larger "why?" sense, I can't help but admire God's even-handedness both in creating Islam and allowing feminism to exist and then letting the chips fall where they may over the course of the late 20th century and -- however long feminism continues to exist in its collapsing secular context.

And I wonder if the juxtaposition of feminism and Islam at this point in our planet's history makes us a cliche earth?

Or an exceptional one?

Best,

Dave

Next Time: answers and comments on comments. Plus pictures of a dead aardvark! Bring the kids!

Saturday, 8 September 2018

Back into it. The Ol' AMOC Mailbag and MORE!

Hi, Everybody!

First, a matter of POLICY: If you sent me something, and you DON'T want me to use your full name, please let me know. Or else I'm just gonna run it with your full name and apologize later.

Anyways, cleaning up the ol' AMOC mailbag at momentofcerebus@gmail.com :

AMOC's newest friend Steven Swenson, sent in a number of things:
Original art by Gerhard, although not Cerebus related otherwise.
It's the original art to Ger's Harry Potter print.

And:
FYI the original cover art for Low Society is up for auction on ComicLink It sold. My bad.
And and:
Now here's something you don't see every day:
https://www.ebay.com/itm/Vintage-Mid-Ohio-Con-Jacket-Cerberus-the-Advark-Graphic-Mens-Medium/113234059421?hash=item1a5d46a09d:g:2iQAAOSwuvVbj6HN
if it were a large or XL, I'd buy it
well, maybe 
Damn it sucks being fat. It'd probably fit Dave though...

Got a request:
Hi there, I was wondering if you might see your way clear to putting  something in the sidebar that has a list of the one-shots that are already  out, and the ones that are coming up for order—I'm finding I have a hard  time remembering to order them and which ones to order! And of course I'm  not interested in missing one! A one-stop resource might be just the thing.  Thanks for reading!
Regards,
Cory 
We did this a few days ago, hope people already noticed.

Okay, what else?
 Oh, that.

I recieved NO e-mails to amoccomments@gmail.com titled: "ComicsGate: Yay!" or "ComicsGate: Nay!"

But the post got a lot of comments! So, I'm just gonna reply here to people's comments from there.

Dominick Grace: Yep.

Memetaphysician: See, this was my problem then, and is my problem now. Ethan Van Sciver is called "every name in the book -- except wattavacall 'whiteman'." and when I ask for concrete evidence showing him deserving the abuse, I just get more name calling.  Not blaming you. Just complaining. A link supporting your stance would have been nice.

Erick: Yup, ya got me. NOTHING I do or say will convince you otherwise. I mean, I ASKED for concrete evidence. If you think you got some, help a brudda out. I suspect EVS is not gonna be good for Dave. I faxed that to Dave. I knew when I faxed, that without a smoking gun, Dave would blow it off. I can't say anything to convince him without some sort of proof. Help?

Carson Grubaugh: See, this is almost what I need. If you got actual tweets (ugh.) or videos (double ugh.) proving your claims about EVS, that'd be great. The problem is that ComicsGate is a giant circus tent. While EVS is one of the main tentpoles, he's not the only one. He can always claim, that it's one of the other guys behind whatever nastiness ComicsGate spews forth. I kinda wonder about that. Why doesn't he rebrand his efforts as something else? If he wants to have a conservative comics label, call it something OTHER than ComicsGate and leave the trolls behind... 

As to you going all "Daniel in the lion's den", and going on EVS's show, that's your call. But remember: on the map of the comics medium, the part where CoimcsGate resides is labeled "Here there be Dragons." 

Erick again: I direct you to look up old clips of Harvey Pekar on Letterman. Carson going in "eyes wide open" to try to promote his work is probably a bad idea. But without PROOF, Dave's gonna throw his support behind his new bestie, and damn the consequences. 

Bill Ritter: "EVS is welcome to believe anything he wants to, no matter how distasteful his belief(s) are to me" ya got anything in, I dunno, writing that shows EVS's beliefs? Guys, HELP!
Michael Hunt: I'm still working on what I'm sending up. I got a message from somebody, which I forwarded to Dave at their request. I got a response from Dave. BUT, as the first someone wants to remain anonymous for fear of ComicsGate troll reprisals, and Dave wants to keep everything EVS/ComicsGate related out in the open, I can't and WON'T divulge either. I only mention it now, to let people know that the channels of communication ARE open. And ANYTHING anybody wants me to tell/send Dave, I will gladly do so. But you have to get it to me!

Steve: I just don't want my wife, family, or friends to be harassed by random internet assholes. I don't want random internet assholes coming here and shouting down people in the comments of posts when said people are critical of Dave or his decisions. So, it's a molehill, but it's MY molehill.

Erick again, again: Thanks for the support. Truly. This is why when I first heard of Dave and EVS working together, I decided to post Judenhass. I like Cerebus and Dave enough to keep the lights on for Tim, but if this place gets invaded by toxic a-holes, I'll have to seriously rethink that. 

(My first reaction was that if a-holes show up, Aliens: "Take off and nuke the site from orbit, it's the only way to be sure.")

Tony Dunlop: Okay, but I'm kinda sorta under the social obligation to promote the works of Dave Sim and Gerhard. If they have new works, don't I have to promote them?

Bob O.: "what are you doing on his fan site?" Um, running the joint?

Damian: I'd like to take this moment (heh.) to clarify a mistake I made in my post. When I said, "I mean they have a F@$#ing BLACKLIST!" I meant to say, "I mean they have a F@$#ing BLACKLIST! (I mean, I enjoy a good Blacklist as much as the next guy...)" This has lead to confusion later in the comments as to if it's a blacklist or a boycott. It's probably both (depending on who you ask.) I apologize. It was getting late, and I was tired. Mea cupla, mea maximum culpa.

Carson Grubaugh again: I hear ya buddy, oh man do I hear ya...

Bob O. again: I did, and I just did again. (Click the word "Blacklist" (especially the third one.))

Michael Hunt again: Man, answering EVERY post is starting to seem like a dumber idea than I already thought it was.

Damian again: Are you trying for "AMOC Special Friend of the Day"?

Tony again, again: I already explained this in my response to Damian. Again, sorry.

Carson again, again: You and me and Michael both(? What's the third of both?)

Damian again, again: Ok, Damian deleted his post, but I still have it, but I'm sure he deleted it because it contained an inaccurate assumption.


Michael Grabowski: Yup. Which is why I chose Judenhass.

Bob O. again, again: I posted the ComicsGate blacklist (or one version of it). What's the problem? Shit-tons of new Cerebus "fans" coming here and saying "Bra!" in every comment? 

Me: Hi me. Oh look, the ComicsGate blacklist again...

Damian again again, again: You must REALLY want "AMOC Special Friend of the Day"!

Michael Grabowski again: I'm sorry, again. The lined image says Blacklist, and I had a bit. nd then I forgot to post the bit. But yeah, it's more boycott (But I bet they would love it to be a blacklist.)

Bob O. again again, again: G'Day!

Michael Hunt again, again: You're welcome. 

Technically, it's Tim's blog, I'm just ruining it. 

Nope, "poo-poo head" just about sums it up.

The tall pointy hat means status son, you can argue with me, but you can't argue with status...

Jeff: I don't get paid. 

Jerk.

I'd also like to take your post to address something that bugs the fuck out of me. What the hell is wrong with "Social Justice Warriors"? People fighting for justice? Isn't that like Superman's job description? If THEY'RE Social Justice Warriors, what's the other side? Social Injustice Warriors? Anti-social Justice Warriors? Social Justice Pacifists? Anti-social Injustice Pacifists? I'm a firm believer in the Dr. Rev. Martin Luther King's quote: "The arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends toward justice." So TO ME, Social Justice Warrior is a stupid thing to call your opposition as it paints you in a very bad light.

Manqueman: I'm not sure. I'll put it in the pile.

Billiam: Okay, proof for A? And B? 

Okay, it's late and I just spent like six hours writing this thing. I'm going to bed. I'll tackle the other ComicsGate comments on Monday.


Next Time: Dave on Genesis, or the next ten pages of Judenhass, I dunno yet...

Friday, 7 September 2018

Openmindedness (Dave's Weekly Update #251)

Hi, Everybody!

Friend to the Blog and guy who's looking for some moola (so, ya know, maybe give him some?), Steve Peters is doing a Kickstarter to restore his Rabbit Hell Digest books, (which celebrated it's 27th anniversary on August 17th.) The first one was issues 1 and 2. Now he's doing 3 and 4.

What's that got to do with the Weekly Update? Nothing, but I wanted some "good" news before I watch this.

Heeeeeere's Dave:



Well, gee, I thought I was gonna get my butt chewed out.

Alright, Comics Link. September the Thirteenth (so, like six days from now) (Nothing is up yet, but because you've been such GOOD boys and girls (okay, you've been horrible little shits, but the meds just kicked in so I DON'T CARE!!!!), here's some previews:





























Now when I post the images for this blog, I make 'em 640 pixels wide. The originals of these are 14640 pixels wide. If anybody wants copies of the ORIGINAL UNALTERED BIG AS F@#$ scans, large envelopes of unmarked bills would help to loosen my grip on them...)

Also, Dave wants this by his name on the blog:
So, um... here ya go.

Next Time: Back into the SHITSTORM!!! F@#$ my life...

Thursday, 6 September 2018

That new project Dave has reportedly been working on

Howdy Folks!

As reported by the press, Dave's up to stuff.

When I found out first*, I sent up a fax to get the confirmations, to wit, I wrote:

Fourth, over on the Facebooks, Oliver Simonsen posted a link to a video of Ethan Van Sciver saying that you’re scripting Cyberfrog Blood Honey. Just wondering if this is true, or if it’s something somebody made up? Van Sciver also tweeted: “Dave Sim is helping out with the CYBERFROG series. Totally amazing. A genius. #ComicsGate” Which begs the question of: Does Dave know what #ComicsGate is?

If not: From the website Inverse: https://www.inverse.com/article/41132-comicsgate-explained-bigots-milkshake-marvel-dc-gamergate
 And the article.

I continued:
And the story from Mr. Van Sciver is that YOU approached HIM about doing Cyber Frog. Kinda wondering about that too?

I dunno Dave, looking around the internet, it seems that Ethan Van Sciver and #ComicsGate are not the kind of people or institutions I’d wanna associate with. Which, if YOU are, I would be forced to be, in promoting any work you’re involved in on AMOC.

I mean I literally just spent a couple hours reading various online articles about Mr. Van Sciver. And while there may be some political slant on the part of the writers, the consensus is not good.

And that article. I continued:
I mean the optics of the creator of Judenhass working with a creator who has frequently used Nazi imagery…Look, you’re a grown-up. You’re gonna do what you want to do, but I’m just saying, as an admirer of your work, associating with #ComicsGate is probably not a sound business decision. Especially if you’re trying to launch The Strange Death of Alex Raymond soon (which I believe you are.)
Also, somebody asked on the Facebook group if Mr. Van Sciver has signed the Petition, and Margaret Liss checked and reported that he didn’t, so what up with that? 
And Dave done responded:


"Further question"? You bet yer sweet bibbie Pardner!

First, Hobbs, what the sweet F@$#! did you say "ComicsGate" was to Dave?

I mean they have a F@$#ing BLACKLIST!

What the HELL man?!?

I'm formulating my response. As some fans/supporters have already decided that if Dave's "in", they're "out", I'm taking submissions of CONCRETE EVIDENCE of ComicsGate (in general) and Ethan Van Sciver (specifically) being..."No-goodniks". If you got a link, or something sent it to:  amoccomments@gmail.com with the subject heading "ComicsGate NAY!"
I already have this one.

But, since I'm a firm believer that there are three sides to every story: Yours, Theirs, and the truth, I'm ALSO willing to take submissions of CONCRETE EVIDENCE of ComicsGate (in general) and Ethan Van Sciver (specifically) being "Darling Lil' Angels who wouldn't hurt a hair on a fly". If you got a link, or something sent it to amoccomments@gmail.com with the subject heading "ComicsGate Yay!"

But ONLY that email address, and ONLY with one of those subject headings. Everything else will be tossed aside.

Okay, apologies to Margaret for bumping her post, see everybody here tomorrow for the Weekly Update.

*Sometimes it's GOOD to be the king...

Larger Nostrils Than Most People

MARGARET LISS:
A few years ago I scanned all of Dave Sim's notebooks. He had filled 36 notebooks during the years he created the monthly Cerebus series, covering issues #20 to 300, plus the other side items -- like the Epic stories, posters and prints, convention speeches etc. A total of 3,281 notebook pages detailing his creative process. I never really got the time to study the notebooks when I had them. Just did a quick look, scanned them in and sent them back to Dave as soon as possible. So this regular column is a chance for me to look through those scans and highlight some of the more interesting pages.

Just this past March we looked at Dave Sim's notebook #2 in A Letter to the Prime Minister. Notebook #2 contains material on Cerebus #28 through 37. Out of the 200 pages in the notebook, there were 198 pages scanned.

On page 30 of the notebook we see a plot outline for Cerebus #28, aka Mind Game #2:

Notebook #2, page 30
This page is actually shown in the Biweekly reprint for this issue. In which Dave says "Wouldn't you know? I go looking for some interesting pages for issue 28 and what do I find?  Twenty pages of closely-spaced Suenteus Po/Cerebus dialogue. This was the first (and only) page I designed the artwork for the issue. The rest I improvised on the drawing board."

The notebook pages and Dave's commentary on them are why I have a full collection of the Biweekly reprints. In the Biweekly reprint, Dave skips a couple pages, including page 31:

Notebook #2, page 31
Dave said it was page after page of dialogue. Add to that plot summary / outlines and he was on point. A lot of writing. Some crossing out. He kept refining it until he got what he wanted. I like the line "Not being logical is the only thing that keeps Lord Julius in his position."